GivingUpHurtstheMost

Angels mourn; crying, praying for your soul...

As my eyes open from their state of sleep,

I feel my blood turn into a frozen river.

Nightmares, so close; death was in the air.

My heart locked shut, and I gave you the key

Promise not, never, to leave!

As lies hold me, emptiness fills my broken heart...

Screaming your name, hoping for a response;

Silence.

Summer, drowned by winter!

To look in your face and realize the time we spent...

The chances I had...

have drifted away from my fingertips.

Your life, your thoughts, your dreams, your love...

Never tried my hardest, and now I cry as the hurt enters...

I love you, and I still love you

Even though I... never showed it.

A piece of me is gone forever;

Clutching memories held so close,

Repeating words of love spoken too late.

My eyes look all around, but all they can focus on is you, for in you I find me.

Days pass by, and thy death still lingers.

This coldness will never satisfy me.

I want to be surrounded by angels,

In a place where the sun is so warm,

It burns my insides...

Surrounded by angels... surrounded by angels...

Where love takes my darkest depression

and throws it into the deepest sea.

A place I can call home, I'm crying to you, Jesus;

Mend me, break me, make me;

You're all I've got now.

My eyes look all around, but all they can focus on is you, for in you I find me

Farewell, my friend, your time has come.

And never will I be able to tell you I love you again...