Beige

And even still

The same three words that you said live inside my head

Watch the plaster peel and the roots take hold of this bed

I know that it's hard, but the dirt covers you either way

The irony of the words that you say to my face

Fall never came this year

We used to feel much closer

And I never got that closure

All those nights I couldn't speak

Fading fast, my hands are weak

I can't seem to get much better

(I can't seem to get much better)

And all I know

Things were bettеr

Breathing on my own

Wait

Don't leave mе just yet

I've been losing sleep with all the things I never said

Stay

Living in my head

I've been losing sleep with all the things I never said

And I can't blame myself

Pushing back the help

I never meant for it to get this bad

(It's all the same)

And it's so calculated

The way it starts

And the way I fall apart

I can't seem to get much better

(I can't seem to get much better)

And all I know

Things were better

Breathing on my own

Wait

Don't leave me just yet

I've been losing sleep with all the things I never said

Stay

Living in my head

I've been losing sleep with all the things I never said

I've been losing sleep with all the things I never said