The Abyss (Explicit) - Dax
Lyrics by:Daniel Nwosu Jr./Alex Nour
Composed by:Daniel Nwosu Jr./Alex Nour
Produced by:Lex Nour
Everything I did always gave my best
I don't know if anyone relates but
The feeling I get it's
Like a truck sitting on my chest
Wondering how much do I got left
My last call my last step
I'm not gonna win just to see what's next
I go hard 'cause today could be my last breath
We do life and we can't relive it
We can't relive it
We only get one chance if
You blink then you might just miss it
Is marry just miss it
Many people come and go they all just visit
Don't ever expect none different
Just listen as I pave
This image that y'all revisit
Yeah my glass half empty
But I still might sip it
But I was traumatized traumatized traumatized
What would you have said when
You was looking in my mama's eyes nothing
Yeah I might have said
That I was okay but I probably lied
So this pain is how I harmonize
Making an impact that's what I personify
Guess I'm making music that you cannot
Just define by the numbers on my spotify
All of this pain
I just wanna be happy
Mom almost died the
Same day that she had me
Drove into the hospital
She swerved and crashed badly
Doctor said I was
A miracle while looking at my daddy
I was zero when I first dodged death
I was six when the devil
Told me to watch my step
Couldn't sleep
I was scared to go inside my bed
Fighting demons
I was hearing things inside my head
So back to the doctor
He didn't have a diagnosis
So my whole damn life
I felt lost while fighting psychosis
Talking to myself hopping
Nobody would notice
Mom said pray every time
I heard the voices
Life or death everyday
I swear I made choices
Knife in my hand trying not to lose focus
Playing basketball
Religiously to drown out the noise