Like I Used To - Gabriella Lin
Lyrics by:Yueyan Lin
Composed by:Yueyan Lin
Produced by:Zhitao Song
I keep losing track of time
'Cause we spent our lives on fighting
I'll feel lucky if the day goes by
No one breaks the silence
I don't need to know if you'll come home
I prefer you leaving
It feels better when you're gone
'Cause I've fully lost all interest
I'm playing dumb
To stay feeling numb
You can't give the closure I need
Then we should agree
To end in peace
We've come this far
It hurts to give it up
But I know how it's gonna end
It'll happen again
You know that I can't
Say I love you like I used to before
'Cause a part of me won't mean it at all
Mmmmm
It would take a while for you to know
That I'm feeling different
And you'll want to talk it out
But we won't 'cause you don't listen
You know that you're guilty
But you don't feel sorry
A terrible habit you'll always deny it
I love you is how you're validated
But I was never compensated so I'm
Playing dumb
To stay feeling numb
You can't give the closure I need
Then we should agree
To end in peace
We've come this far
It hurts to give it up
But I know how it's gonna end
It'll happen again
You know that I can't
Give the same heartbreak a third second chance
For the fifth time that I'll have to pretend
That I love you like I used to before
When a part of me won't mean it at all
Mmmmmmmm