I am addicted to self-numbness
Dont give me any benevolence
Cause Im feeling sick with it
Which is the worst in me
This is one last chance we take
This is on my way to a worse place
Can you be my lingering lover
Or just the worst in me
This is all that we could be
Singing for the guiltiness
Drowning time and time again
Drag me from emptiness
Theres a candle in my heart
Reflecting colors like maze
Puppets struggle to free themselves
Fall out its enough
I am addicted to self-numbness
Dont give me any benevolence
Cause Im feeling sick with it
Which is the worst in me
This is one last chance we take
This is on my way to a worse place
Can you be my lingering lover
Or just the worst in me
Why do you always waste my time
Confessing for my dirty desire
Ugliness in gene gaggles on and on
Better off alone
What am I living for
Only for the consequence
Chasing for the dawn
Waiting for a cyclic day
Better off dead
Here it is conceiving in my hopeless dream
Parasitizing under my soul
Can you save me
Dont believe in me
Im such a coward liar who decides to bury myself under six feet
情绪逐渐失控
双眼开始出现晕眩
剥离出的残破灵魂
能否给我留一半
Here it is conceiving in my hopeless dream
Parasitizing under my soul
Can you save me
Dont believe in me
Im such a coward liar who decides to bury myself under six feet