WindowPain

Window Pain (Outro) (Outro|Explicit) - J. Cole

One night

When me and my mom was about to go to bed

All the doors was locked

Then when I had fell asleep

My mom had heard three gun shots

It was to my cousin his name was Rod

The one that came to pick me up

He had been shot right through the face right in the neck

And he got shot right in the stomach

I put my hand to the sky I sing

Grateful for the blessings you bring

Thank you for the ones I love

Forgive me for the times I was down and confused

I know what I reap is what I will sow

Once again I find myself back with you from my hell

All I ever wanted was to hear them b**ches holler back

Get some money plus respect and now look I got all of that

All I wanna do is see my granny on the other side

All I wanna do is kill the man that made my momma cry

All I wanna do is touch a platinum plaque and celebrate

All I wanna do is keep my n**gas out the yellow tape

All I wanna do is see my granny on the other side

All I wanna do is kill the man that made my momma cry

Right now I'm starin' out the window of my Range

And contemplating am I sane

Have I sacraficed for fame

My occuptation's on my brain

Thought that I could change it all if I had changed

But the n**gas that I came up with way back is still the same

I be tryna give 'em game like Santa did when Christmas came

They be listenin' but it's clear to me they did not hear a thing

It go in one ear and out the other

Like a bullet out the muzzle of a pistol shot

By brothers standin' point-blank range

N**gas bang in the Ville

I always thought that sh*t was strange

How you claim blood or cuz when that was just a LA thing

I don't mean no disrespect towards your set no I'm just sayin'

That it seem like for acceptance n**gas will do anything

N**gas will rep any gang n**gas will bust any head

N**gas will risk everything point him out and then he dead

Shootin' up where his granny live

Blaow blaow his granny duck

He don't give a f**k he's on Henny and Xanny duff

Blowin' Tammy up b**ch when you gonna give them panties up

He gon' plant a seed but best believe he ain't man enough

Just because yo' dick can spray semen

It don't mean that you ready to let go of yo' childish ways

The results are deadly

Because that child will suffer

And that's what can most affect me

The little girl I met this past summer said

Don't forget me

I won't forget you how could I with all you went through

A bullet hit yo' cousin in Temple while he was with you

And while you was talkin'

I was tearin' up where's the tissue

If you was my sister then I would kiss you

And tell you that I'm sorry