Agnosticism

I’m drowning

I’m chocking

I’m drowning

I’m suffocating

feels like disease in my mind

wave floods my throat keeps me confined

Have you ever met someone

They promised you a world now it's undone

Place you in my central pole

you're lying with my soul

my fate's leads to you alone

but you truth gonna beyond my own

I've seen love like fragile wing

like a faith that's shattering

Through the midnight when it's sore

sick to find out I’m being ignore

The moment made a pass

but the mind keeps its mass

The treason was a sound

but the scar holds buried ground

Easy to getting high getting high

Hard to finding light finding light

Sober to choosing right choosing right

Numb to making try making try

Easy to getting high getting high

Hard to finding light finding light

Sober to choosing right choosing right

Numb to making try making try

You’ve seen them fall

You’ve seen them rise

What is seen is ephemeral

what is unseen is eternal

I’ve been given your trust

I’ve been gotten your trick

Begin to wail in Mourning

Faith Departed from Religion

Every second you spend demanding answers for the real world

It’s betrayal of the untamed deity and logos within you

The twelve tremors form your heart turning away ripple outward

It’s destroy that version of self that might be more actual

The true abyss is never hidden deep within the incisive word

Someone afraid to find the essential of nostalgic

Easy to getting high getting high

Hard to finding light finding light

Sober to choosing right choosing right

Numb to making try making try

look the mess you made

what lies in you blade

I still live in your shade

you just give it away

I tryna deny the thing

to refuse these pain

You gonna live with sin

don't worry you'll pay

I’m drowning in blue ocean

I’m chocking in gray motion

I’m stifling in black token

I’m suffocating in your red wine

I’m drowning in blue ocean

I’m chocking in gray motion