Headlights (Explicit) - Eminem/Nate Ruess
Lyrics by:Marshall B. Iii Mathers/Jeff Bhasker/Emile Haynie/Luis Edgardo Resto/Nate Ruess
Composed by:Marshall Mathers/Nate Ruess/E Haynie/Jeff Bhasker/Luis Resto
Produced by:Emile Haynie/Jeff Bhasker
Nate Ruess:
Mom I know I let you down
And though you say the days are happy
Why is the power off and I'm f**ked up
And Mom I know he's not around
But don't you place the blame on me
As you pour yourself another drink yeah
I guess we are who we are
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
Maybe we took this too far
Eminem:
I went in headfirst never thinkin' about who what I said hurt
In what verse my mom probably got it the worst
The brunt of it but as stubborn as we are did
I take it too far
"Cleanin' Out My Closet" and all them other songs
But regardless I don't hate you 'cause Ma
You're still beautiful to me 'cause you're my mom
Though far be it from you to be calm
Our house was Vietnam Desert Storm
And both of us put together could form an atomic bomb
Equivalent to chemical warfare
And forever we could drag this on and on
But agree to disagree that gift for me
Up under the Christmas tree don't mean s**t to me
You're kickin' me out
It's fifteen degrees
And it's Christmas Eve "Little prick just leave"
Ma let me grab my f**king coat
Anything to have each other's goats
Why we always at each other's throats
Especially when Dad he f**ked us both
We're in the same f**kin' boat
You'd think that'd make us close
Nope
Further away it drove us but together headlights shine
And a car full of belongings still got a ways to go
Back to grandma's house it's straight up the road
And I was the man of the house the oldest
So my shoulders carried the weight of the load
Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight-years-old
And that's when I realized you were sick
And it wasn't fixable or changeable
And to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though but
Nate Ruess:
I guess we are who we are
Headlights shining in the dark night I drive on
Maybe we took this too far
Eminem:
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though
'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grandbabies grow
But I'm sorry Mama for "Cleanin' Out My Closet"
At the time I was angry rightfully
Maybe so
Never meant that far to take it though
'Cause now I know it's not your fault and I'm not makin' jokes