Optimistic

Optimistic - Lil Tjay

SB rip it up out the S

Still ain't catch a body yet

I ain't rushing it

I'm just waiting they ain't tried me yet

Of course I got some secrets y'all don't know

But that won't be told

Seen my homie die on the floor

That **** turned me cold

Now I'm on a mission for chicken

Treat opposition like they're non-existent

The feds listen and these niggas snitching

I'm in the kitchen not explaining

What I'm water-wippin

While reminiscin' wish I could walk

Without the spliff in

They tried to tell me I ain't listen

They told me not waste what I was given

But **** it I'm just ignorant

And then again I hope they find my niggas innocent

If I was white then I won't have so many sentences

Pour a lil' Henny for E and Smelly I'm sippin' it

Ain't nobody giving commissary I'm shipping it

Niggas ******* on me no hesitation I'm hitting it

Everything I wanted

I started and tried to finish it

Nigga run up on me

I'm swinging it and then we getting it

Squill said he got it

He passed it and then we flippin' it

Yeah I'm sixteen and it's heartbreaking

That I live this ****

******* see me flexing

Now they wanna have my kids and ****

I done seen a lot from the can to the block

So I swear I won't stop 'til we make it to the top

I've never had enough to go bragging what I got

I remember copping eights

Just to bag up in the spot

Ain't nobody tell me not

Losing money 'til I pop

So let them *************

Try to call me what I'm not

So let them *************

Try to tell me what I'm not

So let them ************* try to

I just wanna be great

And accomplish something before I go

But they don't wanna see me

Accomplish nothing boy I know

Self made been a boss since thirteen

Niggas don't know the struggle

They're wondering what I mean

You ever walked around hungry

With a thirty eight in your jeans

You out looking for a stain

They out looking for your bean

Mama don't understand so you venting to your team

It's crazy but the truth is way deeper than it seems

I grew up on the third my niggas was on the curb