Appointments

Appointments - Julien Baker

Written by：Julien Baker

I'm staying in tonight

I won't stop you from leaving

I know that I'm not what you wanted

Am I

You wanted someone who I used to be like

Now you think I'm not trying

Don't argue it's not worth the effort to lie

You don't want to bring it up

And I already know how it looks

You don't have to remind me so much

How I disappoint you

Suggest that I talk to somebody again

Who knows how to help me get better

Utill then I should just try not to miss anymoreappointments

I think if I ruin this

Then I know I can live with it

Nothing turns out like I picture it

Maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases

I think if I fail again

That I know you're still listening

Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright

And I know that it's not

But I have to believe that it is

I have to believe that it is

I have to believe that it is

Have to believe that

I have to believe that it is

Probably not but I have to believe that it is

When I tell you that it is

Oh it's not for my benefit

Maybe it's all gonna turn out alright

Oh I know that it's not

But I have to believe that it is