作词&作曲:梵童
I’m getting good at the art of the lie
我已熟练掌握谎言的艺术
I wash my face so they don't see me cry
洗净脸庞不让人看见泪痕
I edit the pronouns I change all the names
我模糊了称谓改换了姓名
I’m tired of playing these dangerous games
其实我已厌倦了这危险的游戏
The world sees a girl who is doing just fine
世人眼中我一切安好
They don't see the hand that is reaching for mine
却无人看见那只伸向我的手
God it’s a heavy thing loving this way
天啊这样去爱太沉重
Holding my breath through the length of the day
漫长白昼我只能屏息以待
It burns in my chest and it aches in my bones
痛楚在胸口燃烧刺入骨髓
To be in a crowd and yet feel so alone
身在喧闹人群心却如孤岛
But I’d rather hurt with you miles apart
但我宁愿隔着万里与你共痛
Than give to another a piece of my heart
也不愿分给旁人半点真心
They tell me that love should be easy and light
他们说爱本该轻松轻盈
But they’ve never stood in the shadow of night
可他们从未置身于黑夜的阴影
Praying for safety and praying for time
祈祷着平安乞求着时间
For a love that feels holy but looks like a crime
为了一份神圣却像犯罪的爱
I’m walking through fire just to get to your door
我不惜穿越火海只为抵达你门前
And tomorrow I’ll wake up and do it once more
哪怕明日醒来我仍愿重蹈覆辙
I’m not asking for easy
我不求容易
I’m not asking for free
我不求顺遂
I’m just asking for you
我只想要你
And that's enough for me
这就足够了
It hurts I know it hurts
很痛我知道很痛
But I’m not going anywhere
但我哪儿也不会去