Mirrors

Mirrors - Gabriella Lin

Lyrics by：Yueyan Lin

Composed by：Yueyan Lin

It makes me lose all my sleep

It makes me so numb and weak

It makes me refuse going out

Scared of things I'll be swallowing down

I fear my own appetite

Anxiety comes after just one bite

Wish I knew it was never right

For anyone to ever starve through the night

No matter what they try to say

It just makes me someone that I hate

How did I possibly end up this way

Losing my faith in my body and shape

It's scary how mirrors they speak

So loud about things I don't wanna see

Focus on all my insecurity

Oh I'm scared that it will never leave

There's so much I wanna change

I'm drowning in so much shame

Two workouts a day

I thought I'd feel better this way

But it gets worse when I try taking a break

No matter what they try to say

It just makes me someone that I hate

How did I possibly end up this way

Losing my faith in my body and shape

It's scary how mirrors they speak

So loud about things I don't wanna see

Focus on all my insecurity

Oh I'm scared that it will never leave

Wish the younger me

Would understand

This shirt

That skirt

Don't represent

If I look pretty if I look smart

I know they don't show a thing

'Bout my heart

So no matter what they choose to say

I know I'm great I'm enough in my way

Learning to appreciate this body and shape

Think I found somewhere new

To store my faith

Now mirrors they don't really talk

Cuz I stop asking them for all their thoughts

I've grown into someone I

Should be proud of

I know what I deserve

And the right way to give myself love