Lonely & Holy & Monster (Live at the 2020 American Music Awards) - Justin Bieber/Shawn Mendes
Everybody knows my name now
But somethin' 'bout it still feels strange
Like lookin' in a mirror tryna steady yourself
And seein' somebody else
And everything is not the same now
It feels like all our lives have changed
Maybe when I'm older it'll all calm down
But it's killin' me now
What if you had it all
But nobody to call
Maybe then you'd know me
'Cause I've had everything
But no one's listening
And that's just oh so lonely
I'm so lo-o-o-onely
Lo-o-o-onely
Everybody knows my past now
Like my house was always made of glass
And maybe that's the price you pay
For the money and fame at an early age
And everybody saw me sick
And it felt like no one gave a s**t
They criticized the things I did as an idiot kid
What if you had it all
But nobody to call
Maybe then you'd know me
'Cause I've had everything
But no one's listening
And that's just oh so lonely
I'm so lo-o-o-onely
Lo-o-o-onely
I'm so lo-o-o-onely
Lo-o-o-onely
I hear a lot about sinners
Don't think that I'll be a saint
But I might go down to the river
'Cause the way that the sky opens up when we touch
Yeah it's makin' me say
That the way you hold me
Hold me hold me hold me hold me
Feels so holy holy holy holy holy
On God
Runnin' to the altar like a track star
Can't wait another second
'Cause the way you hold me
Hold me hold me hold me hold me
Feels so holy
I don't do well with the drama
And no I can't stand it being fake
No no no no no no no no
I don't believe in nirvana
But the way that we love in the night gave me life
Baby I can't explain
That the way you hold me
Hold me hold me hold me hold me
Feels so holy holy holy holy holy
On God
Runnin' to the altar like a track star
Can't wait another second