Selfish

Mmmmm yeah

How do I not know that I am first

I put all much effort into everyone except the one who hurts

Aim to please I got what you need don't reject me I need validated worth

Spread me thin love to see you win pray to

God for the better or the worst

And I know I know I know I know

I care about everybody else

I should make some time baby I need to make time for myself

I know I know I know I know

I worry about everybody else

I should make some time baby I need to make time for myself

Momma on my phone like

Boy you need to focus on your health

Work out proper eat more veggies drink more water tomorrows not promised for yourself

I'm distracted this the last time I'm relapsing

Earth happy potions oh how swell What you up to oh not much s**t let's cut loose match in heaven fires set in hell

And I know I know I know I know

I care about everybody else

I should make some time baby I need to make time for myself

I know I know I know I know

I worry about everybody else

I should make some time baby I need to make time for myself

Time

All in due time

I am like in God design

I put my heart on the line

I'm not the worrying kind

But I can not hurry what's mine

My daddy made dishes sent me well wishes black chicken rice curry thyme

Money don't matter my way

Mentals been lathered in rage

Compartmentalizing my judgement on others elitist when asked of my day

They are not better than I

But am I much better than self

What's better than you as you are

What's better than truth in yo heart

I pull up where n***a can't see me

I need some space to move freely

Just incase n***as go postal

F**k out my way I don't know you

This is not twitter n***a do not be confused by the result of them protools Let's keep it civil noble Gentrification Whole Foods

I wanna be more than expected

I'm talking well respected

I'm talking vanity levels that might make devil look back with obsession

God got lock on my heart Lucy clench on my flesh You give him the will to seek out on free thrills add a conscience what you expect

I worry about everybody else

I need to make time for myself