champagneproblems+AllTooWell+You'reLosingMe

Your Midas touch on the Chevy door

November flush and your flannel cure

"This dorm was once a madhouse"

I made a joke "well it's made for me"

How evergreen our group of friends

Don't think we'll say that word again

And soon they'll have the nerve to deck the halls

That we once walked through

One for the money two for the show

I never was ready so I watch you go

Sometimes you just don't know the answer

'Til someone's on their knees and asks you

"She would've made such a lovely bride

What a shame she's f**ked in the head "they said

But you'll find the real thing instead

She'll patch up your tapestry that I shred

Maybe we got lost in translation

Maybe I asked for too much

But maybe this thing was a masterpiece

'til you tore it all up

Running scared I was there I remember it all too well

And you call me up again just to break me like a promise

So casually cruel in the name of being honest

I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here

'Cause I remember it all all all

They say all's well that ends well

But I'm in a new hell every time

You double-cross my mind

You said if we had been closer in age

Maybe it would have been fine

And that made me want to die

The idea you had of me

Who was she

A never-needy ever lovely jewel

Whose shine reflects on you

Not weeping in a party bathroom

Some actress asking me what happened

You

That's what happened You

You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes

Sipping coffee like you were on a late night show

But then he watched me watch the front door

All night willing you to come

And he said "it's supposed to be fun

Turning 21"

How long could we be a sad song

'Til we were too far gone to bring back to life

I gave you all my best me's my endless empathy

And all I did was bleed as I tried to be the bravest soldier

Fighting in only your army

Frontlines don't you ignore me

I'm the best thing at this party

You're losin' me

And I wouldn't marry me either

A pathological people pleaser

Who only wanted you to see her

And I'm fadin' thinkin'

"Do something babe say something"

Say something

"Lose something babe risk something"