Stan

Stan - Swae Lee (Remix|Explicit) - R'Manik

Lyrics by：Rocco .

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window

And I can't see at all

And even if I could it'd all be grey

But your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

Eighteen years old

I can feel a flow

My lean's gone cold

I'm missing home

Can't feel my woes

From my head to my toes

There's one I chose

After all them hoes

Got us matching coats

Little chains to give us hope

Took her home to my folks

Fun n games n jokes

Till she left a note

It's over she wrote

Lump in my throat

Turned to coke

I'm going broke

No way to cope

Checking my phone

She's gone on ghost

I lost all hope

Gone back to the road

Got scars on my soul

Gotta cope alone

Whilst the pain grows

Bound for hell after these sins

Living like Luci ever since

She broke me in two didn't even flinch

Our love never soared she clipped it's wings

Never had space to breathe or think

What about us it's written by pink

The scars she left are stained like ink

Why get out of bed

When she wished me dead

She's got in my head

She watched when I bled

Didn't care as I wept

Left me depressed

Anxiety got me stressed

It makes no sense

Step nine is to make amends

Got me feeling tense

Seeing it through a different lens

Wishing for the angel of death

I crossed the edge

Foul play without a ref

Remains a wreck

You know how it gets

Under false pretence

I miss her head on my chest