ThisisMeTrying

This is Me Trying - Lilly Brown

Lyrics by：Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff

Composed by：Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff

I've been having a hard time adjusting

Had the shiniest wheels now they're rusting

I didn't know if you'd care if I came back

I have a lot of regrets about that

Pulled the car off the road to the lookout

Could've followed my fears all the way down

And maybe I don't quite know what to say

But I'm here in your doorway

I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

That this till I'm trying

They told me all of my cages were mental

So I got wasted like all my potential

And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

I have a lot of regrets about that

I was so ahead of the curve the curve became a sphere

Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here

Pouring out my heart to a stranger

But I didn't pour the whiskey

I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

At least I'm trying

At least I'm trying

Trying

And it's hard to be at a

Party when I feel like an open wound

It's hard to be anywhere

These days when all I want is you

You're a flashback in a

Film reel on the one screen in my town

And I just wanted you to know that this is me trying

This is me trying

At least I'm trying

At least I'm trying

And maybe I don't quite know what to say

But I'm trying

Oh I'm trying