Pathologicalchange

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I pushed away all those who wanted to save me

then in the dead of night

I blamed no one for not coming to my rescue.

Please hold me, but never truly see me.

I long for light, yet I am accustomed to the dark

and anything too bright always makes me weep.

The way I await your message is like a believer's

And your silent page is my hell.

I built high walls not because I wanted people to stay away

but to see who would be willing to climb over them