alone on ChristMATH (Explicit) - Robin Gan
Lyrics by:Xiangyu Gan
Composed by:Xiangyu Gan
I left my home when I was fourteen
Traveled half the world see a lot new things
Haven't made a friend since I was sixteen
Haven't been with a girl now I'm eighteen
So I was alone on ChristMATH
Always alone on ChristMATH
Always alone on ChristMATH
Year after year
Year after year
I tried to talk but nobody can understand me
I was down bad Duolingo tried to learn some English
Got a 100 on the math test
Got 4.0 on average
Did pretty well in school
But I feel like there's more for me
I wasn't popular
'Cause all I know was doing ap calculus
I got a 100 even without a calculator
I used to eat lunch alone in a same corner
But I feel better
You know I gotta make it out on my own
You know I can't stay broke and go back to my home
Because I got my family watching
Because I know I'm special in something
I do math at home
I ain't go pick up the phone
That love is way too toxic
Girl you did me so wrong
You got me holding too long
I gonna get you off my way
So I rather be alone on ChristMATH
Always alone on ChristMATH
Always alone on ChristMATH
Year after year
Year after year
Got a little clout my school know that
For real I still feel sad
They only asked me do math
Now they've been asking who that
She say she really like me
Girl why you gon be lying
Girl I ain't even make it
But I'm happy you believe me
I got way too many problems to figure out
I gonna show to the world who is real one now
I take multivariable calc it got me lose myself
I want math no romance I'm Robin Gan right now
How could they notice
I was struggled with myself no one can see it
Try so many things and I failed them
I hope I am right about this music