LifeChanges

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

Peace to the god pour out a little liquor

'Shame on a nigga' I heard the reaper done came to get ya

So I done copped a fifth of vodka and in your honor

I've grown this fetish for loose ladies and baby mommas

Some say it's bad karma what you do man it come back on ya

Music got us up off them crack corners

Now I'ma swallow this whole bottle for ol' dirty

Damn it's hurts me I hate it when brother's go early

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

Word to my son he gon' remember you rubbing on a statue

In his lab that resemble you and what it meant to wu

Us forming like a family you just blew

You was the chess piece on the board that made us look true

Watching your pen swish you love frying king fish

You the pearl in the ocean I'm up on the land pissed

Now you moving more prestigious me hitting this **

I know it's real guess I slept with the black jesus

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I became weak when I heard that his body expired

It was hard for me to believe my brother retired

Suddenly the clock stopped and the room started spinning

How can he walk off the field during the first inning

I cried like a baby on the way to his place of death

Hate not being there the minutes before he left

Now I'm in the booth ten feet from where he lay dead

I think about him on this song and what he might've said

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

When I first heard the word I needed air to clear my head

I know you didn't say what I thought you said my brother's dead

You crazy another dirty prank to get the family cranked

Y'all niggas shouldn't play like that I know how you feel

Lord but it's real and I still can't believe

And my heart still grieves the loss there's no pretending

Ason unique loved wine and fine women

We singing on tour ooh baby we like it raw

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I popped a bottle on your born day god

Tried hard not to cry I still can't hide the scar

And I still ask why to god analyzing your form

As I stood there beside your mom

And I share the blame 'cuz you was calling for help kid

Should've could've would've had the time I was selfish

I carry on your struggle each day it really hurts me

I really miss you russell hope you forgive me dirty