Selfish (Explicit) - Dave/James Blake
Lyrics by:Dave/James Blake
Composed by:Dave/James Blake
Produced by:James Blake/Santan
What if I'm selfish?
What if I'm the reason behind it?
What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?
What if I'm jealous?
Maybe that's what's making me nervous
What if my effort of pulling you close are pushing you further?
What if I'm selfish?
What if the reason they call me "The Greatest"
Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?
What if I'm too much?
What if I settled and I didn't fight?
What if my fear of doing it wrong's the reason
I haven't been doing it right?
What if I'm selfish?
What if the kids just wanna be kids
And don't wanna live in and out of the news and chill
And don't even wanna be rich?
And what if I'm so self-centred that
I don't even realise what I could miss?
And what if I'm what if I'm fallin' in the abyss?
Maybe it's
What if I'm
Yeah
Maybe it's dark maybe it's day maybe it's too many nights in L.A.
Look at the house in Surrey and still
All of the feelings we hid in the Hills
Maybe it's you maybe it's me maybe the media or the provoking
Gave you my heart I laid it bare funny you went and you poked it
What if it's better with me out the way?
What if it's better with me out the
Like what if it's better with me out the way?
What if I'm poison?
What if I'm cancer?
What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?
Look in my eyes you're seein' a child
What if he's broken?
What if he's scared?
What if he's ostracised and vilified?
See peace is just an illusion
Ain't got a home I live in confusion
What if I'm selfish?
Forever forever forever
I manage the symptoms forever
You can love how you want
I know to give is no loss
Can you settle for second?
Let go of your idea of heaven?
I know it's a lot
But it might be all that I've got
I wanna throw myself in
Snap off the mask
I want a clown that sings
And a love that lasts
I wanna escape the wedding
Go with you to the carriage
I wanna give you my life