Genesis.(Explicit)

Genesis. (Explicit) - RAYE

Composed by：Rachel Keen/Rodney “Darkchild” Jerkins/Marvin Hemmings/Shankar Ravindran/Tom Richards

Arranged by：Tom Richards

Produced by：Rodney “Darkchild” Jerkins/Rachel Keen/Shankar Ravindran p/k/a "shanks."/Marvin Hemmings/Tom Richards

They say the twenties are the best years of your life

But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets

'Cause I'm busy on my phone observing everyone else

How I compare and obsess

Just me my phone and these walls

And I've been sober for some months

But I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall

Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant

I've been losing friends as if I'm tryna get rid of them

I Googled why I'm still desperate for validation and sedatives huh

Callin' men who don't give a about me

Then when my mother called I pretend I'm busy

I'm tryna end up anywhere except from where I been

Curtains closed bed bound ************

Mmm and this devil on my shoulder man I'm tryna to shake him off

My ex is on my timeline it's as if he's showing off

My self-esteem is facetune and ring lights

My ego is conquering new heights

I think I need some think I need some

Do you need some do you need some

Don't we all need we all need some

Da-da-da da-da-da there'll be light

I think I need some

I lied I don't think I know I need some

I need some light some sweet sunshine

To feel alright please let there be light

I see a sad little sinner in the mirror

The devil works hard like my liver

I don't wanna be alive but I don't wanna die

A fistful of pills you're a nobody

Yeah uh-uh yeah uh uh-uh yeah

Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah uh uh-uh

Let there be light

Yeah uh-uh yeah uh uh-uh yeah

Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah

Bang-bang that's depression at the door again

You know he'll beat the door down till you let him in the room

Since you are already acquainted you skip the foreplay

He grips you at the neck as you prepare to be screwed

You try to muster a flare to tell somebody you're sinking

But anxiety is an index finger pressed to your lips

A whiskey bottle it whispers since you're already bitter

A cocktail fit for a quitter come here and give me a kiss

I see a sad little sinner in the mirror

The devil works hard like my liver

I don't wanna be alive but I don't wanna die

A fistful of pills and rivers in my eyes

I've got nothin' left to lose dear God in the sky

Hear my cry hear my cry

When it's too dark to see

Let there be light let there be light

Let there be light

Yeah uh-uh yeah uh yeah-yeah yeah

Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah uh uh-uh

Let there be light

Yeah uh-uh yeah uh yeah-yeah yeah