Alive(Dead)

Alive (Dead) (Explicit) - Carlyn

Lyrics by：Carlyn Button

Composed by：Carlyn Button/John-Adam Howard/Pierre Blondeau

It's really cold no one to hold

That empty feeling's getting old

Yeah so they sewed

You're on the edge of playing fold

Not growing old

Not into doing what you're told

Just any road

She she's really cool

You met her outside afterschool

Stopped by the pool

It's five degrees is she a fool?

Is she a tool?

I told her you could put to use

I hope your own damn room

You only want me 'cause I'm sad

And you feel nothing

Push me till I'm mad so I do something

So mean that will hurt you or heal you or give you a feeling

To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive

To put up a fight

To wanna be right

To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive

Push the limit push

Until she's acting out of line

On a decline she's screaming crying

But you're fine she wants to die

You pull her closer just to try to feel just what it's like

To feel a thing at all

You know you're not alone

You didn't pick her 'cause she's sent from up above

So much emotion all the pain and all the love

Want a reaction that you're never gonna follow

'Cause it kinda helps

You only want me 'cause I'm sad

And you feel nothing

Push me till I'm mad

So I do something so mean

It will hurt you or heal you or give you a feeling

To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive

To put up a fight

To wanna be right

To wanna be right

To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive

You only want me cause I'm sad

And you feel nothing

Push me till I'm mad

So I do something so mean

It will hurt you or heal you or give you a feeling

To prove that there might be a reason for staying alive

Her name was Trey she ran away

When she was young she had to stay

With him and kids

She ******* hated Mom and Jay was their mistake

And now she's here and has to pay

For my restraint

She had a face she used to make

When she was sad but had to fake