Depression

Depression - Dax

Lyrics by：Daniel Nwosu Jr.

Composed by：Daniel Nwosu Jr.

I can't find myself

I get lost inside my brain

I think I might need help

But I pushed all of 'em away

I took the cards they dealt

And there's nothin' I can change

So when I'm by myself

I just pray for brighter days

Sometimes I sit and I reminisce 'bout the good times

Wish I could get those back

I keep on runnin' these races that go in my mind

And they go on these tracks

I'm not ready to erase all my memories

Hmm I fight depression

And I let it get the best of me

Now there's nowhere to run nowhere to go

Look around there's liquor bottles all on the floor

Fillin' up the space inside my heart and my home

Drownin' out these thoughts until they leave me alone

I can't find myself

I get lost inside my brain

Think I might need help

But I pushed all of 'em away

I took the cards they dealt

And there's nothin' I can change

So when I'm by myself

I just pray for brighter days

These thoughts are drainin' all my energy

I try to tell 'em to God they said I'm goin' insane

And then they recommended therapy

And I go and talk to a man

Who's gettin' paid to explain

He started sayin' that

The chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain

Ain't connectin' to accomplishments associated with movin' on

All in life and passive things in my heart cannot contain

So that happiness won't sustain

And he read me my options

He said here goes a pill only take two eat a meal

And they don't know how I feel

I can't find myself

I get lost inside my brain

Think I might need help

But I pushed all of 'em away

I took the cards they dealt

And there's nothin' I can change

So when I'm by myself

I just pray for brighter days

Should I drown all these thoughts

Or should I leave 'em to float

I've got all of my flaws livin' inside of this boat

I've been anchored in pain

The weight is makin' me choke

It's gettin' harder to breathe

It's pullin' right at my throat

I've been hopin' for change

But don't know how to restart