Introvert

Introvert (Explicit) - Little Simz

Lyrics by：Simbiatu Ajikawo/Dean Josiah Cover

Composed by：Simbiatu Ajikawo/Dean Josiah Cover

There's a war there's a war

The kingdom's on fire

The blood of a young messiah

I see sinners in a church

I see sinners in a church

Sometimes I might be introvert

There's a war inside I hear battle cries

Mothers burying sons young boys playing with guns

The devil's a liar fulfil your wildest desires

Now I don't wanna be the one to doctor this

But if you can't feel pain

Then you can't feel the opposite

The fight between the Yin and Yang's

A fight you'll never win

I study humans that makes me an anthropologist

I'm not into politics but I know it's dark times

Parts of the world still living in apartheid

But if I don't take this winner's flight that's career suicide

Though I should've been a friend when your grandma died

I see the illness eat my aunt laying in her bed

I see her soul rising as her body gets closer to death

Find a way I'll find a way

The world's not over

I will make it don't you cry

In God we trust

'Cause we're not alone

I need a licence to feel

Internal wounds and I'm not tryna be healed

No I don't no I don't

I sabotage what we are trying to build

'Cause of feelings I keep inside but it's time to reveal

Reveal reveal

I hate the thought of just being a burden

I hate that these conversations are surfaced

Simz the artist or Simbi the person

To you I'm smiling but really I'm hurting

I dedicate my life and gave my heart over twenty-something years

Left wondering how I even feel

But was it was even worth it

I bottle up and then spill it in verses

One day I'm wordless next day I'm a wordsmith

Close to success but to happiness I'm the furthest

At night I wonder if my tears will dry on their own

Hoping I will fulfil Amy's purpose

Angel said don't let you ego be a disturbance

Inner demon said motherf**ker you earned this

Like they strip you of everything you're deserving

Realise there is a prison in us we are conditioned as f**k

Man it's like they can't sleep till our spirit is crushed

How much fighting must we do we've been fearless enough

All we seen is broken homes here and poverty

Corrupt government officials lies and atrocities

How they talking on what's threatening the economy

Knocking down communities to re-up on properties

I'm directly affected it does more than just bother me

Look beyond the surface don't just see what you wanna see

My speech ain't involuntary