Cut from a different cloth, you wouldn't get it
Wrote my feelings out on the wall, nobody read it
I don't know what yall gon' do but I'm about to get it
Get that Zen, get that Yen, get that Pesos
Roll's Cullinan and a couple of Benzos
Remember I was tripping up in the bando
Now I'm seeing places I never thought I would go
Rehab at 18 was never what I was chasing
23 you need to see the shit that I've been facing
Since my mother died you felt my heart was always racing
My baby came and changed the fucken tempo of that pacing
I need a break I need a steak I need a fucking burger
Breakfast at Tiffany's, Matching rings with my daughter
Cruising in a yatch, sailing with my babies father
2002 no one knew I would bloom
Into a cactus of a bitchs chasing heights I just want a view
Looking back at my life thank God for what he put me through
I promise it's just up from here
6 years ago I blew up with no intention
Of finishing school, breaking rules, skipping detention
Smoking everyday, it was weed, I am geeked
Fall asleep, to this rap, fucking music
Listening to Kanye
Listening to Lauryn
House was the imprint, not conforming
Fighting demons like I'm Ed and Lorraine Warren
Inside my head living like in the conjuring
I hope I get to cop me a G6
I hope I get to move out the hood
Right now I'm still up in my feelings
But trust me homie things gon' be good
Trust me homie things gon' be good
Right now I'm still up in my feelings
But trust me homie things gon' be good!