See The Light (Explicit) - Vin Jay/Masetti
Lyrics by:Vincent Jacovelli
Jays on the track
My mind insane
I can't control myself
But I won't change
Not even for my health
And I know if I don't
Then I won't ever be alright
And I know if I don't
Then I won't ever see the light
Maybe I don't understand it
But I been feeling damaged
And every other moments like a panic attack
All the times I've been stabbed in the back
Still I gotta walk around like
I'm having a blast but really I know
This world is in a hell hole tell no lies
Soul is dead on arrival
I'm told times bound to get better
Life's been a
***** from the moment
I met her yea
Wishing really never got me nowhere
I've been counting on me my whole life
Whole life
Whole life
And I've been waiting on the day
I can say that my soul gon be alright
Be alright be alright
Don't sell me a lie
Just tell me I'm fine I need it
Need it
Need it
Don't call my phone just leave me alone
I need to heal
My mind insane
I can't control myself
But I won't change
Not even for my health
And I know if I don't
Then I won't ever be alright
And I know if I don't
Then I won't ever see the light
Back and forth I watch the pendulum swing
Got these memories I locked away that mentally sting
You can call it what you want to I've got sensitive skin
Tried to go talk to a therapist to pencil me in
And every time I call for help it fell on deaf ears
Sometimes I wonder why the
**** have I been left here
I wasn't granted the same circumstances had changed
My first words dad stop 'cause my mother's in pain
I'm too obsessed with
Music to ever make an investment
In myself it's stupid I know it's what
I'm blessed with
Enduring this pain has taught me more than the love
I'm used to climbing up from out
Of the mud covered in blood