disintegrate

《disintegrate》

KMurdock Music Group

作词：K M Murdock

作曲：K M Murdock

Took too long to read between the lines

领悟潜台词耗费太久光阴

Every word had a hook every look had a lie

每句话都带钩 每个眼神藏谎

Had a lie convinced myself you were something different

藏谎 曾自欺欺人你是例外

Turns out the pattern never needed fixing

原来扭曲模式从未需更改

Said it wasn't like that but the proof was loud

嘴上否认 证据却震耳欲聋

Talked in circles tryna keep me down

兜着圈子试图压制我行动

Had me playing defense in my own damn space

逼我在自己领地防守

Had me losing sleep over ** you'll never face

为你永不会面对的过错失眠整宿

Some door swing open when they shoulda been shut

有些门早该紧闭却洞开

Some hands hold tight just to keep you stuck

有些手紧握只为禁锢你徘徊

Never search for a reason just carried the weight

从不追问缘由 独自负重前行

Dropped it all where I stood watched it disintegrate

原地卸下 看其分崩离析

Had the nerve to act surprised

你竟有脸佯装震惊

When the locks got changed

当门锁更换

When the welcome wore out when the vibe got drained

当热情耗尽 当氛围枯干

When the calls went quiet when the access cut

当来电静默 当通道切断

Funny how the truth feel different

多可笑 真相在桥梁炸毁后

When the bridge blow up

才显得真实

No favors no favors that debt's been clear clear

不欠人情 旧账早已两清

No tears no waiting just made that clear

没有眼泪 没有等待 界限分明

Got too much ahead to rewind for the past

前路漫长 没空为过去倒带

Time moves forward whether ready or not

时间从不管你是否准备好

Some door swing open when they should have been shut

有些门早该紧闭却洞开

Some hands hold tight just to keep you stuck

有些手紧握只为禁锢你徘徊

Never search for a reason just carry the weight

从不追问缘由 独自负重前行

Drop it all where I stood watched it disintegrate

原地卸下 看其分崩离析

No wreckage worth picking through nothing to find

没有值得打捞的残骸

Some things burn slow some snapping time

有些火缓燃 有些瞬间爆开