Split

Split - Live at The Wiltern - NIKI

Lyrics by：Nicole Zefanya/Jacob Ray

Composed by：Nicole Zefanya/Jacob Ray

It's a West Coast winter sun's still a furnace

So I keep tanning just never on purpose

I'm saturated in equal parts sun and doubt

So I turn the fan on high and hope I sweat it out

Christmas is coming I miss my mama

Least I got my daddy but he's in Jakarta

And there it's raining while here it's dry as bone

Kinda wish I knew what I meant when I say I miss home

Guess I'm forever caught between two worlds

Right foot rock left foot hard place head and heart at war

I do my best between addresses wish

I were on either side of the foreign wall

Always part of me missing

But no one sees a difference

Cause I split them all

Spread so thin I'm low on emotional bandwidth

The voice in my head speaks a different language

And where I live they believe you only have yourself

But where I'm from you're taught to be somebody else

So hellos are short goodbyes are only half-farewells

Oh I guess I'm forever caught between two worlds

Right foot rock left foot hard place head and heart at war

I do my best between addresses wish

I were on either side of the foreign wall

Always part of me missing

But no one sees a difference cause I split them all