Bottom

My compassion is broken now

My will is eroded

And my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly

I'm on my knees and burning

My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire

So smell my soul burning

I'm broken looking up to see the enemy

I have swallowed the poison you feed me

But I survive on it

And it leaves me guilt fed hatred fed weakness fed

And I feel ugly and dead inside

S**t adds up at the bottom

You've left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild

What's broken

Too much too far too late to lie down now

I must arm myself to fight you

By making weapons out of my imperfections

It's all I have left

There's no other choice

I'm shameless nameless nothing and no one now

But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked

I'm naked and fearless

But I'm dead inside

You see

S**t adds up now I'm dead inside

Hatred weakness and guilt keep me alive

At the bottom